Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Happy but Stalling

I don’t want to grow up. I am not depressed nor anything. I feel nothing. I’ve got the drive to do things but I stall. I want to talk about anything and everything that comes to my head now. It does not have to be relevant nor reflective on me or whoever. Disclaimer.

I don’t understand why people get engaged if the wedding is going to be in less than 3 months? From my knowledge it is not something that the religion Islam requires. Engagement in the sense of giving a ring is more apt than wasting money on the whole exchange of 9 trays mostly for the collection of pictures. Just around the corner, the wedding happens and you over spent again.

It is not easy to create a website. Design and content are something that qualifies into a degree of 4 years. So here I am, struggling to create a website to be a platform of information on the EduPortal. First step, I surveyed the price to get a hosting and domain. The price is not too bad but designing the site myself will be like me trying to cook, which I can’t do. So I resorted to opening a blog to put all the needed info in. I was getting more and more questions on the EduPortal, and to sound less like a playback tape recorder what I do is I direct them to this blog. A Light bulb moment. *blink*.

Then there is this random thought of going back to Kuching for CNY because I miss my mom n pops so much. I wish they are here but I know when they are really here… I think otherwise. Despite all these mix feelings, I love them to bits and if only it was a perfect world where I could choose the living arrangements to my heart content. The thought of going back won’t happen because the flight tickets are so expensive now.

I am planning something but I cannot tell and I hope no one ask me what is. So if you are reading this, don’t ask me later what it is. I will only speak about it when I want to. I have a point in this and I am not rambling about who’s asking and telling. My point is it is so much fun planning something, and I am just counting days for it to spring up. 9/10 items checked. David Tuterra (sp.) is a gay Party God.

Being a grown up is terrible, you pay your own bills, pretend you know stuff, pretend you care about stuff because the world expects you to.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

there are times where i wish i can rewind and do other things. like re-learn swimming and become scuba instructor.fwaaahhh berangan! btw airasia takde murah ke now for kch?

waffles said...

is this a surprise bday party for meeee? ;p

d0nut said...

gwen: if i could rewind time, i would have took a culinary degree! airasia mahal nak mamps already :(

waffles: zip it. u spilled half of it already. i hope that somebody forgot about my blog.

[V]landa said...

dawn sulaiman...hahahahahah!!

ditto last paragraph. me heart u long time. i need help with this new surat. tulong!

word verification: drjoy
why dr. joy?
i know someone who's dr killjoy ;)