bad October

Coming from the girlfriend:

Everybody goes through one of this really lousy days when everything you do is wrong to the people you care most. You get into a fight with your boyfriend in the afternoon and you go home. At home, all your mom does is nag about someone else and repeat the same things she’s been saying for the past weeks.

Come the next day, your boylfriend and your mom are still not talking to you. This is what you pay for confronting them. You had a long day at work and forget the time to have dinner. You end up going to Subway alone and was sad thinking of how did the fight with the boyfriend started. At the very moment you were at Subway, you could have been at the very nice restaurant with him. Your boyfriend did not know the plan which was to bring him out for a surprise dinner. It has been so long since you've been out one-on-one.

Instead you and your boyfriend starts fighting about trivial things and continue to blame each other. You never felt so miserable on how such a beautiful relationship turns uglier by the week if not day. Unspoken words were better than any words that could be said at this stage.

It felt like you had no where to go. It’s been a long day and what you would love to do is go home to somewhere which is warm and welcomed.

Nearing the end of the night, you make your way home and is anxious on how will your mom react. You say hello mom, and in return you get a hello and that’s it.

You go to bed with a heavy heart and prays tomorrow will be better.